| hmmmmmm... |
[Jun. 24th, 2005|02:51 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  fallin in love | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | ????? | ] |
lets see what has happened sinc ei last did an entry in this journal..well
after me n cassie n ryan saw the Longest yard, the next night i went tot he movies wiht kyle, adam, anthony n cass, n then a few days aog i went to the mall with some new n old buds
like logan, kenny, kevin, will, joseph, sarah, mikki, lauren, n my love ryan.. n we met stephen. WE hung around n goofd off in the mall n did some hardcore elevator dancing! yessss! n then logan finally told me of the origin of his n adam's photo booth humping. lol! then me n ryan went on our first date. he bought us dinner at olive garden n then after dinner took a romantic stroll down the pathway around the restaurant n then sat on a bench n rested our heads together.
then his dad came pick us up n then we continured to hold hands n he kissed my hand.. ((AWWWWWWWWWWWW)) n then as always he walked me to my door n gave me a lil smooch a roo! YEA!!! I LOVE HIM SO FREAKIN MUCH! well then even tho we were both exausted we both got onlien n then we told each other.. well i told first this time, "im falling in love with you!" n he said im falling in love with you no joke! n then more serenading went on n more happiness was drawn forth to my soul! lol he completely blew me away when he said things such as, "sometimes i just want to hold you. sometimes i just want to kiss you" and "one day me and you are just gunna kiss the night away"... yup so im in love.. BEAT THAT MISS PARIS HILTON N MIA WATS HER NAME ((so not jealous me just being crazy in lvoe here!))
yeah so on our second date we are gunna go to a movie n prolly see mr. n mrs. smith , i dont mind seing it for the second time.. plus i need to show ryan what real kissing is like. ((lol!)) i LOVE HIM SO FREAKIN MUCH!!!!! PARTY AT MY PLACE! WOOOOOT!
so other than bein with the next jimi hendrix, im starting yet another band. i already got ppl in it, adam on drums, lauren possibly on guitar n me lead singer n guitar ((im workin on guitar)) so if ne one else is interested lemme kno!
i dunno if kayla can do it even tho she is a graduate n she lives in brusly so ill see! well gota jet.. ima see the price on that les paul ive been eyeing at brook mays! laterness nigs!
omb! tomorroe means me n ryan are gunna be dating for one month! many more to come! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
|
|
| i followed my heart today! |
[Jun. 18th, 2005|01:05 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  thoughtful | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | only one - yellowcard | ] |
last night i saw the longest yard with ryan n cassie. TOni flew in yesterday too n she is gettin a lil belly! we are tryin to figure out a name for the new baby! today i was suppose to go to that big audition for barbizon for the nations top agents - it was for acting n modeling.. i decided not to go because i want to enjoy the rest of high school instead of working n competing all the time. my friends say i made a wise choice. ryan thought i still should of gone, cuz i would of done really well. but i wan to enjoy my time with my friends n in school n most importantly with God too... n ryan of course lol ((thought i'd lieav eyou out huh beh?)) plus i dunno if i want to live my live more music n singing or acting.. only time will tell... and i want to help serve others before i grow up n start living on my own n make a living doing what i love.. which is hard.. because i love to do so many things.. but right now i want to enjoy living..... |
|
|
| OLAY OLAYOLAY OLAYYYY!O LAYYYY O LAYYYY! |
[Jun. 14th, 2005|04:00 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | life rocks, cuz God is in me! | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | things like chemistry - relient k | ] |
got back from colorado! it was AWESOME!!!! i drove n flipped a jetskit, n i was very cold n couldn't move my legs after! I rocked climbede! Climbed a very very high mountian by turtle lake, danced awesomely at the kamp parties! Got the Fuagnem award in my cabin, saw old friends n made new friends, n dreamed of ryan, got emails from my friends n ryan, n then gashed my knee and im now on my way to get a lovely war wound!!!! its all good. im home safe n sound, fit and tan lol.. no farmer tan thankfully! and later today after ryan gets off of work i will ge to see our kittin and hang with my mr brightside! I misskamp alot, but its good to be home! ive changed alot over those 2 weeks im glad to say that now....
IM THIRD!!!!!!! |
|
|
| YESSSS! |
[May. 25th, 2005|08:42 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | walking on air!!! | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Mr. Brightside - the killers | ] |
no longer single... im taken by the most amazing person i have ever met... ryan grizzaffi is so hardcore! lol wel im off to camp, ryan gave me this really awesome bobble head Jesus for my future car and now im dating ryan.. my life is so happy right now! i could explode!!!! my summer n life n year is gonna rock so hard from now on!!!!
yessss!!!!!!! i cant stop smiling!! |
|
|
| "dont know when ill be back agian"... |
[May. 24th, 2005|07:42 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | im leaving.. on a jet plane... | ] |
so happy right now... my lil freshy got her first kiss! go girl! woooot! so happy for her! at least hers was memorable mine was just ((ughs!)) --> no elaboration on that last comment people!!!!
today was fine.. i guess... missing someone.. a close friend indeed... and it is going to be hard to leave for kamp... and to leave kamp as well.. i hope my friends got my email on how to email me at kamp! n i also hope i can go to band practice tomorroe n see the guys n ryan. ahh well...gotta finsih packing tomorroe!
ha ha ryan says im HARDCORE!!! YAY! |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[May. 23rd, 2005|06:29 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | loved | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | be my escape - relient k | ] |
out of school, ALLELUYA! celebrated after school thursday by going to the mall n hanging with anthony and cassie. super fun! anthony n i chatted n wrecked some stores! woot! then friday was ONE of the most amazing days of my life!
i went to ryan's band practice n met the guys n listen to them and ryan started teaching me guitar and trying to make me learn sweet home alabama. im getting better! yay! lol then ryan invited me to go see Star Wars Episode 3 revenge of the sith with him n his family! It was great me n him have an awesome connection... and he was a real gentlemen too! he opened the door for me (including the car door) and let me in the car before him, i was like please make this mean he is romantic! lol
i see that kidd as a best friend even tho i can see myself falling for that kid.. and we all know i don't liek to get my hopes up. Anyway kenny n i start talking the next day onlien n he tells me all the wonderful ryan said after he got home that night and that ryan says he really likes me.. i kno this but ryan doesnt he he he. he left that morning for gulf shores n we talk every now n then. Well from what dear old kenny told me i think i have a chance! And i am even more amazed about how utterly amazing he is! kenny is going to tell ryan wt ive said n ryan is getting back wednesday when i have to fly to tenn n then kamp thursday morning.. so imight get to see him n the guys a lil while before i leave.
for once i never thought id say these words, i think i dont wanna go to kamp b/cof him.. and WE ALL FREAKING KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE AND UTTERLY WORSHIP THE GROUND OF KANAKUK COLORADO!!!!!! I MEAN ITS MY FREAKING HEAVEN ON EARTH! THE BEST PLACE ON EARTH! MY DREAM HOME! so that makes this seem all the more amazing to me. i turned down goin to pow wo tonight to wait for him to call me or for me to call him.
i had soo much fun! man i miss him soo much.. like wheni woke up saturday i was like i miss him! me n him thought it would be awesome to combine yoda with jimi hendrix's guitar skills!!! yess!!!!! well i got to go shoppin for costumes for kamp real quick!
laterness
ppl im me if you wnat to emial me at kamp! |
|
|
| Finals... Gawd help us! |
[May. 15th, 2005|09:23 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  dorky | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | tap tap tappa roo! | ] |
studying for finals...
half a day we get out a 9
im freaking excited about going to kamp as usual
im excited that i can apply to work at pacsun
n im freakin impatiently waiting for exams to end so that i can make stoopid videeyos wiht keith n the slabbit gang
so ima be away for a while....
woot! |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[May. 13th, 2005|09:44 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | relient k //pressing on | ] |
today was great, last day of school, weather was awesome... connected with all of my classmates.. cryed and told ppl in religion how much i loved them and school ((no jokin i really did cry)) heads when up when i brought up my lil mistake way back.. another example of how cool these ppl at school are. hmmm lemme c... got the top 5 greatest grade for the Julius Caesar test.. BOO YAH! I know my shakespear ohhh yeah! YOU KNOW! n e way hmm what else happened today.. i shall ponder.....
((PONDERING))
lunch was fantastico
In P.E. i kicked batmitten butt! oh yeah! n i broke a sweat of course... batmitten champs! WOOT!...in civics the freshemn class devoted their love to me yet again for printing out copies of the answers to the Civics study guide. Music was great.. ate some cupcakes... aced the review for the exam...// biology on a down note.... someone STOLE BABYGIRL! the baby pig i was disecting! poor shay! where did they take her? oh well we still get a good grade hopefully... i was a brave soul!//lunch was fun.. beautiful day today!// english was funny.. the end of joseph sleeping...me trying to fend for him n wake him up... and hereing the words "peace hoe!" and "gay" fly in the air...religion.. man oh man.. mr timmereck made us stand up n address the class about comments or things we wanted to say.. yup i cryed.. got emotional n made some ppl cry.. they love me too... i felt really connected to them today.. plsu i got some guys phone numbers! more guyfriends for me! YEAH! ((fyi: im single and not looking unles you cathc my eye! *wink*wink*)).. geometry was ok i guess i organized some stuff n did punch the midget kick the smurf on the way out with jason deano... great way to end the school year.... all i need is a summer love... ((yeah right))
went to the mall with cassie ((man was she crazy tonight!)) met a new friend from pacsun...need i say more?)) and then meet up with ralphie.. who of course was playing DDR! n he was sweaty... that kid grabbed me n hugged me man he is great.. that kid finally asked a girl out! WOOT! go ralphie! finally! haha well n e way im bored... alot of stuff to do.. gotta find a job so i can get new threads for my new look and a new skateboard so i can grind... n of course anthony to teach me drums!
rock on n peace out my fellow dorks! |
|
|
| Mothers day and dawgs....yeaya |
[May. 9th, 2005|08:56 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  groggy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | desolve and decay//hawthorne heights | ] |
ok mothers day was cool, my g maw got a mini poodle that is 5 weeks old.. me n the lil tike aka RAM cuddled n got close. it looked a lil sick when we picked it n my g maw up to go to my aunt marlenes for a crawfish boil.. but i let it sleep n then i tryed to feed it n fixed up his bottle etc. etc. Mom says we might get a girl maltese n i can name it n take care of it n tiky can have a little girlfriend! YAY! i think i know what to name it too. something unique n kinda of famous.. allie sounds AWESOME! oh well.... exams are coming up..god help me! this is weird to say but i think i am losing contact with some of my buddies.... and ima miss em once i am back form kamp! i hope ppl call me to do something. i kno this summer ima go try n watch some skateboarders and go to as many outdoors concerts as POSSIBLE! i wanted to go on a road trip to maybe concert but i dunno which tour to go to or who would come wiht me n drive.. oh well
i also got a myspace n its pretty awesome, i look as ugly as hell tho! when i get shaped up n tan n my hair fixed n get some makeup ima take some pix n ima look hott but deadly! well gotta go study for my Julius Caesar test - skaespeare babi! i am so gunna own that test
((on a lower note my dad is yet to get medication for his "problems" i think he has vodka and pills mixed up... maybe a new form of dexlyxia has formed.. nah he is alcoholic... plain as day... i got nothing!))
ima lil t-oed but other than that i had a good day n i felt happy for some odd reason
foreva dah Mistress Emmalay! |
|
|
| Cinco de mayo ! |
[May. 5th, 2005|10:23 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | sexxi geek babi! | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | BE MAH ESCAPE//RELIENT K | ] |
Happy Cinco De mayo everyone! I hope you all remembered to hug a dirty mexican and help them cross the border! Oh lay and aloha! ((wtf mate?))
Seniors are gone! boo hoo i miss them! but ima be a junior n ima be in 5 to 7 freakin clubs! Shiznizzle! junior year is gunna rock i just hope i can ace all mah exams and mom can get me to go get my physical done for kamp. Bring on the heat mama cettas! ((oh did i mention i will actual start taking spanish next year? about time.. im tired of being the slow one!))
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KELLY AND LAUREN!
WOOTIE WOOT WOOT WOOT AND HOPE TO SEE YA'LL AT ANDYS PARTY//WEDDING LOL!
BE THERE OR BE RHOMBOID
^ AHA I FINALLY GOT IT!
AND I AM TIRED OF BEIN THE ONLY PERSON IN MY CLASS WHO UNDERSTANDS SHAKESPEARE.. UGH
PEACE HO(E)S! |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Apr. 30th, 2005|06:29 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | hawthorn heights//ohio is for lovers | ] |
so here i am complaing about my so called adventurous life... sitting at home.. doing nothing. Ooeee. Me n robbie wanna get outt of our houses.. we don't feel liek goin to the darkroom... we lazy...so i wanna go skating or something i am now forcing robbie to call some ppl.dahhhh get me outta here n outta of my pj's!!!!!! |
|
|
| PUT THE COLOGNE DOWN CASSIE! |
[Apr. 30th, 2005|12:01 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | dorky - oh yea represent! | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | strong tower - Kutless | ] |
Its Saturday, woot.. Friday sucked for me but it got better once i speed-wrote a 4 page rant/hate letter.. i got it all out thank goodness b4 i exploded.Then i Worked out at Curves which got some more stress out and then me n cassie went tot he mall with 2 catholics bears lol n met up with our cool friend Ralph.. that kid did Dance Dance Revolution for 7 hours non stop!!!!!!!!!!! N he did double time ((when u use both pads!)) he beat the dame thing as always n was moving his feet fast as hell. Too bad he didn't break it like my friend Cory... cory now has a better social life form that accident. ((lol)) well i am callin up the girls for ladie snight so we can all have a Going away party for Courtney.. poor sha is moving to North Carolina! Hopefully i can call up my camp friends up there to show her around. We are going to skate galaxy and goin skate. ITs raining right now so we prolly will do it tonight.. GIRLS ONLY PEEPS!
OH AND ONCE AGAIN AT THE MALL CASSIE WENT INTO VICTORIA SECRET AND SPRAYED HERSELF WITH MEN'S COLOGNE! UGH SHE KNOWS I AM EXTREMELY ATTRACTED TO GUYS WHO WEAR COLOGNE ((HINT HINT!)) AND I AM NOT GOIN TO BECOME A LESBIAN... BUT SHE SMELLED SO YUMMY!!!! AHHHHH! - NEXT TIME I WILL BE SURE TO SPRAY MYSELF SO THAT I WILL LUST FOR MYSELF INSTEAD OF BECOMING A LESBIAN LOL!
for once i am gettin alot of girl/friends... instead of walking aroudn the mall with 5 guys... gettin kicke dout of disney, the maternity store, and not to mentionlibby lous!!!! good times fellas.. good times.... but i will not be goin into Victoria Secret next time! you are all on your own! |
|
|
| i hate consequences, & running from you is what my best defense is |
[Apr. 26th, 2005|03:10 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  unsure... | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Relient k - mmhmm album! | ] |
tonight we are going to vote for President in Gpa and for executive counsel officers. Im running for Public Relation Officer. I am gunna die when i have to pick someone for president! so many ppl! geez! this is gunna be hard. I think ima get the job.
I am alos thinking of running for Student Council - Class secretary. I have like what? 3 years experience of Student Council from ACHS. But not alot of ppl don't really kno or care who i am... they are probably gunna be stupid n vote on account for popularity ((stereotypically speaking)) i dunno it might be a stupid i dea n imight try later for senior year. I gotta turn in Student Council forms thursday so til then.... i dunno!
AMAZINGLY! there are some nice christian ppl you can meet online! one fellow of the name of tim has caught my cyber eye one moment while i was in espinthebottle.com.. yea im a dork if you didn't realize that by now! Anywho i didn't meet a perve .. or did i? lol anyway i invited him to 90's night n i hope he comes so we can meet in person. He seems really cool! He reminds me of Garrett Remson for some odd reason.. lol! Hopefully 90's night will go well and i have detention tomorroe, i didn't go today cuz they have detentions on certain days.. woo hoo!
n the theme for kanakuk this year is FUEL... sounds cool! We have a NACAR theme party as well as safari ((indiana jones style)), military couse one..((yeya camo time!)), and Around the World party ((i gotta dress like im from my fav country!)).... so i got some crazy clothes to shop for! Who wants to help me?!?!? lol |
|
|
| back tot he bayou! |
[Apr. 22nd, 2005|04:54 pm] |
|
goin to Uncle Tippy's camp in Belle River for tonight and tomorroe. This should be fun.. i can get a tan and stop lookin so damn gothic! lol! n i hope i can get Toni's car! i love it even tho it is a lil crappy i just needa get mah license//permit and get the radio n cd player fixed...hooray! woot woot! well i am off laterness! |
|
|
| yea life is fair... fairly decent that is! |
[Apr. 20th, 2005|06:30 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  content | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | the humpty dance//digital underground | ] |
just found out that i am going to Kanakuk this summer on a scholarship! hooray! but not on the extened term... ((aww poo!)) butn e way i am still thankful that i still get to go! I am gunna be travelin alot thru may to the end of June. It'll be Nashville Texas, then to kamp, and then to florida and then i am off to get my summer job!!!
Toni is fine i guess i needa email her n Nick. Mom n dad got at it n she went sleep at Andreas n she is gunna be away for the weekend and call me.. but i cant tell dad where she is. She got me minutes on my phone ((tee hee)) and i got two tests tomorroe.. ugh i gotta go study.. n i kno i really needa get my signature from St john so i JUST might go to school tomorroe ((st john school that is!)) hooray! i can get my service hours and see my buds! Hopefully they still saved a yearbook for me! Anyway...i am chattin with a nice fellow from a teen date website.. yea i am crazy! I found hooper on it! ha!
the spring concert last night was SOOOO AWESOME! good luck to the band in disneyworld! i know they are guna kick butt! |
|
|
| that was a long weekend! |
[Apr. 18th, 2005|03:35 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  indescribable | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | savior//skillet | ] |
Salutations everyone!
family reunion was fun and ok.. i visited Megan B and then i went see Hayes n gave him my modeling picture finally.. n then i found josh barkers grave too.. n alot fo other drama happened after that....
both of my fishies died.. RIP Lil Nemo and Crusty... Toni is pregnet and has a bacteria/virus... n brought home her boyfriend Nick who i actually like but i am not sure if he is gunna stay with her...n i still have no job n no money and my friend austin loves me... n it hink i am breaking his heart. And i am crushing on a senior who i don't think will ever like me.... do i need this right now? I am going to Pow WOw at 5:30 to do homework and talk to sos... aka. Matt to talk about me tryin not to go insane.. Ive heard good stuff from what happened at Prom.
i have also thought of my old friend Tyler richard and my other OLPS friends. I wonder how they are doin.. Tyler is prolly as goofy n sexxi as i last saw him! lol good times.. power rangers and barney.. oh yea those were the days..
growning up to barney, power rangers and pulling each other's hair,
running away from kisses, listening to stories from ganny bear.
kindergarden love affairs, playing in cardboard boxes,
riding bikes, climbing magnolia trees and runing around in Rouse's
singing Lion King songs in lunch line, our first detention copying prayers,
fallin in ant piles and eating playdough in day care.
pool partys after softball games, fist fights, and sitting on "the spider"
pretending to be gymnastic stars on monkey bars, picking clover flowers.
That old building got shut down, in that old small town,
ever since we've been moving far away and flying all around.
Maybe we will all find each other in heaven,
never forget the OLPS class of 2007!
((yea i wrote that father jucka! ))
Oh well farewell and so long!
Pray i don't die of my own misery.... |
|
|
| hunky doris day! |
[Apr. 14th, 2005|09:47 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | pleased | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | tootsie roll 1994! | ] |
Sophomore retreat today was awesome. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JO-JO! he is 17 now... hmp and he can drive and i can't ... awww poo.... wrote nice notes to people on their card thingys and wrote sexxi comments to some class hotteees lol! i took some good pictures and i feel better than how i felt the other day! I saw Mr. Matt May who made me smile.. wat a nice kidd. i wish i would of came to this school earlier! manima miss him and ace and all the other seniors.
Jen was absolutly AWESOME today when she got up and spoke to our class! Its like she was pouring out all the things i felt about telling people in my class about how much God loves them and how much joy he brings to people! I can't remeber how many times it would hit and i would just lie down and say "o my gosh what if so and so isn't going to heaven with me?" I would cry and cry because i lvoe so many people and i relaly want them to spend eternity wiht God and i can't imagine being in heaven with Jesus and not seeing all my great friends there with me!
I will hopefully be able to start band practice soon.. school is closing fast for hte seniors... what am i gunna do? ima like totally cry when they graduate! I know for sure ima be at the graduation and ima cry for so many people!
man im tired.. i didn't go to curves today tho i am tired n i gotta go study for english Caesar Act 2 vocabulary test.. why am i the only person who can read Shakespeare like its regular english? Its not THAT hard. BUt i did read Romeo & Juliet for the 7th time the other day... ah meeh!!!!!! |
|
|
| cuz im crying... |
[Apr. 13th, 2005|08:56 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  sad | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | my tear drops hittin the floor - yea that sounds emo | ] |
i feel sooo bad.... and i fee liek dirt n im hungry.. i am sad... CHEER ME UP! |
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
| |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
my_twisted_tear's journal
hahahahahah!
amused